Honestly, right now, I don't look forward to much. I've had a rough past several months. I guess because of that, I look forward to my days off, so I can just sleep and not think about my problems. Wow, that sounds so sad, but honestly it's not. I'm doing better and trying to work through it all. I'm looking for a good job again, even though I can't seem to find something that doesn't make me feel like I'm settling. For the most part, I'm not depressed anymore, I'm just adjusting to the new medications, and going thought some side effects. I'm used to that by now, honestly, but it still sucks, as anyone who takes medication for anxiety/depression knows.