I really need to grow up…

     Not that I’m not mature or anything, but I will say that I’m not very well acquainted with the ‘outside world’ per say. I have only had one job my entire life, and that job is one that came into my hands because it is with family. I have always leaned to the safer choices in life, not that it’s bad to do that, but it always ends up with you not taking chance, and usually just leading a boring life. I have been trying more and more to take chances, and I’m slowly learning that it isn’t as scary as my mind wants me to think it is.
     Soon I need to take a huge step, for me, and find a new job. It doesn’t have to be a crazy job, but just something different, because otherwise, I’m going to find myself in the same place in ten years…and I know that’s not what I want. I also need to go back to school. I’ve come to find out, that if I want a better choice of jobs anyhow, that I need a higher education to back me up. Otherwise, it’s fast food, or customer service, and honestly, I don’t think I could handle a life of that kind of work…I depress easily, and just thinking about doing that forever makes me feel ill.
     So anywho, that’s the thoughts for tonight.

wish me luck--

--Way

It's 2012. We're still here!

     Big surprise...obviously the end of the world isn't going to come when we expect it...Anywho:
So it is Twenty-Twelve. The big Two Oh One Two.
     Hmmm, so what should be the goals this year? Well, first of all, since I'm actually kind of feeling like a normal human being, I think I am going to try and go back to school this year. Most likely to Cisco, I just don't know if I can make myself go back to an online college after I got jipped hardcore by an online school called, Kaplan University =P. They suck hardcore. They are ridiculously expensive for what you learn, I can't believe they are actually still in business. I'm in major debt and have no education, thanks to them, so beware, if you were thinking about going there.
     I planned on moving to Austin, or the Dallas/Ft. Worth area this year, around now, but I don't know how that is even going to work...money wise, etc. If I want to do it, I'm probably just going to have to get into even more debt. That's how it goes, I guess. I feel like this town is so small...I guess truly it's what you make of it, but I think in the bigger cities, it's like if you go any direction, there is something to do. Here I feel like there's one thing every once in a while, and it's something not that great. Meh. Don't get me wrong, Abilene is a great town, but I guess you just have to be made for it...We'll see how it goes for me.

Well, That's all for now, seeing as I haven't blogged in SO FRAKKIN' long, I'll try to keep sticking to it, at least to vent, if nothing else...a public diary/journal, if you will. PEACE

& Happy New Year to you all...

May it be a great and prosperous one
-- Way 

A switch clicked.

        I don't know what happened, or why, but one day a switch just clicked. I used to be so unhappy when I was around people, and I would get depressed and would love to be alone, by myself, in my room, sitting in my own pile of self pity.
        As of late, I have changed so much, into a better person. It's so strange, but suddenly, when I'm alone, is when I get depressed, I love to be around people now. I missed out on so much, for so many years, because of being depressed and wanting to be alone, instead of being social. Sad thing is, I can't change the past, but I can damn well change the future. So if you see me out and about, come up to me, I would love to see you. Yes, I might still be a little shy, but most of the time, I'm not anymore. I want to get outside, I love driving around, or just doing anything but being alone...Not my thing anymore. TRUST that.

Peace -- Way

 

The Truth: Work it out.

It's official: I have got to start working out.
I may join the gym and make my brother and sister-in-law go with me, or I may just go the cheap route and start walking/jogging at the park.
One thing is for sure though, I can no longer assume the super human ability if sucking my fat gut into XL shirts. So it's do the right thing time, or buy the ever scary XXL... *cringe.
So, you ask, what made you come to this conclusion? The truth. Kids do not lie, unless they are taught to...thus enters my adorable little cousin, Mason. We were playing with his puzzles the other day, and I was trying to fix the Wii at the same time. Mason starts slapping my belly to get my attention, and when I finally start to answer, he realizes that I have a huge belly, and asks me if I am going to have a baby...
Of course I say no...so he asks if I just ate a bunch and grew real big.
I answered yes.
So obviously cutting sodas out isn't enough to help shrink this belly, haha.
So now I just have to decide.
Anytime Fitness or Redbud Park?

Ah, big life decisions. ;)

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